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Shades of Puyi

by Alice Dreamt

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1.
Hopeless 02:52
haunted by those days that were drenched in sun the ones that you had to tell so long never again in your life will you feel like you could own the entire world, ha oh i try and i try but there's no end in sight i like to think i'm strong but i barely manage there was once a time that i didn't need drugs to help me out with being me often wonder if this is how it should be well whatever, it makes me happy, so oh i try and i try but there's no end in sight i like to think i'm strong but i barely manage yeah i try and try i can only do so much i like to think i'm strong really, i'm just hopeless
2.
and one day she wandered outside and was arrested by the way the moonlight it shone upon her and she doesn't know just where her grave will be oh no one knows, so sing c'est la vie and so she could make up her eyes and hide her crying she could try to be happy in spite of almost everything and who does know just what her fate will be? oh no one knows, and so sing c'est la vie and one day her lungs just will not work although they used to but there's beauty to be found, be found in distortion and no one knows, just where her grave will be but she don't care, she just sings c'est la vie
3.
Yurei 03:55
i dont want to do this anymore but you can't say that part out loud so i pretend im getting better but all ive done is learn to lie there is nothing, no that you can do oh try and try and try as you might i think it's falling for you there is nothing, no that you can do whatever happens it will happen with or without you i dont want to feel this anymore so draw the blinds and blow my mind growing up is just growing the heart to ask just where your childhood died there is nothing, no that you can do oh try and try and try as you might i think it's falling for you there is nothing, no that you can do whatever happens it will happen with or without you i want to be a homing star shining down on where your dreams are i want to be the night sky on those evenings you wish you would die
4.
I love you more than all the flowers that are floating in the breeze and I love you more than all the birds are in love with all the bees and I love you more than all good things come all come in sets of three and I love you more than pain when it feels when it feels death's release and i do mean it, it's not hyperbole how sick to death thinking of this shit makes me so i swear to God that i will find a way to excise the rot there is a bouquet in my heart, and i'm gonna get it out break every single rib that guards it, open my sternum up if that cherub is that bad a shot, then i shall help him out and i do mean it, it's not hyperbole within a heart there is only so much room and it's filling up, with all my hopes for you so i gotta act fast, before all the air leaves the room

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released April 2, 2021

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